Heartbeats skipping is the new norm. Here I stand face to face with reality. The smoke screen of my illusions all gone. The scales that once covered my eyes lay there on the floor to my left. Every 'right' turn eventually led south and my Wernicke's lesioned. For though my words line up as a legion, they make no sense and I know...
I love Sundays, I mean they are the best day of the week for me. I finally get to dress up! The truth is that sometimes I have my outfit planned in my head weeks before and some other times, I'm just staring at my wardrobe, box and every other place my clothes are and I'm like, I don't have anything to wear....
I recognize this place. I know this state, this feeling is familiar. My cheeks have felt this liquid run down them before, the temperature, the speed, the ... Their slow but steady arrival at the skin near my lips and their salty similarity to the dead sea often kept me in a state, afloat. My hands have lost their grip and paper that...
There are moments in my life that I'll love to live in forever. Periods that I'll love to freeze and float in, people that I definitely want to hang on to, I mean, probably in just a certain time frame. The smoochy feeling of temporary happiness and the overflowing satisfaction of serotonin flooding my veins and arteries giving me 'high' and laughter; I'll...