It's exactly 14 days till classes begin. I AM NOT READY!! I am also doing a mental recap of my break, trying to figure the wins and losses.

I had just one goal for the summer; be healthy! I wanted to take care of my spiritual, emotional and physical being. I had had quite an 'interesting' year so far, so I was ready to take a break from it all.



Everything was going quite well, I mean, I was eating food. 😖😖 Yes, I know exactly how that sounds but during the semester you'll catch me eating either bread or spaghetti (special shout-out to those of you who eat healthy 🙌🙌)
I was working out, don't ask me what for, we'll fight. I was sleeping weeeell!

I had fixed myself into a routine, regular Bible study and prayer and writing and practicando mi español.

Everything was fine until...
Slowly I slipped out, everything was messed up, and as much as I was praying, I wasn't really in it, in it, if you feel me.

I'm a bit jumpy because another semester is about to begin and 5th year is no 4th year. I'm a bit worried because I feel like I'll fall off track completely and just go through the motions and not be intentional about the things that I do.

Still, with all my raging thoughts, I feel God nudging me to relax in His peace, to walk in step with Him, to grow, to be better, to trust Him..

How are you doing?

Today has been such a day. I already had an idea for today's entry but I'm too tired to even think. Currently, I am a combination of tired, hungry and it's all making me angry.
Why am I here then; why am I not dancing to the tune of my bed?
Well, I'm trying to be a better person and be consistent even for the seemingly small things. I can simply sleep. Nobody will beat me but I choose to be here.


There's this thing I tell myself, 'we show up even when we don't feel like it'. Seeing that I am someone who is always caught up in her feelings, this helps to keep me in check. It helps me lead my feelings and that I am not always letting them take the lead because we both know that letting feelings lead all the time isssa dangerous game.

So, I come back from class feeling all kinds of emotions. I'm not one who'll kill herself over marks in class but today I just couldn't let that one mark go. I fought for it, I answered extra questions and I got it. *inserts applause*
I could get excited over that but that extra time I spent with her means I missed taking a taxi with my group mates, means I had to stand for almost 15 minutes in the cold, good thing I wasn't alone. Trust me, it wasn't a fun thing to do.


One innocent person tries to have a conversation with me online and I'm snapping at them already for nothing. Am I the only one who does this? I know that I shouldn't have and I need to work on that aspect, I need to check my attitude but here's some advice when it comes to dealing with a hangry person.

ps: just for jokes but seriously..
Never annoy a HANGRY person. When you see them, go the other way. Do not speak to them, do not even look at them. Your only contact with them should just be to give them food and better still leave the food within their reach, leave a note, don't speak to them. Did I already say, 'don't speak to them'?

If by chance you notice that they are tired too, don't try to have a conversation with them. Just switch off the regular light, turn on the night light or just leave the room dark. Be quiet.
Do not touch them, you may trigger them.
When in doubt, do nothing, say nothing.

Whew!
I thought this post would be just two sentences but see, I was able to create something! yay! There's that feeling of satisfaction that comes from reaching your goal and I guess that's what I feel now or maybe I'm just high on sugar from all the cake and icecream I'm eating. (comfort food)

I should sign out now.
Hopefully, tomorrow, I'll be stronger.

Kaydo.

Hey Lovelies!!!
Gosh!! I know that this post is quite overdue but forgive me, I've just had this post in draft for too long. smh
Kaydo's diary is a collection of rants, stories and basically the stuff that's been happening lately with me. I hope you enjoy it. *huge grin*

I think I've perfected my model pose. lol

TWO YEARS BLOGGING

I'm excited. It's quite amazing to have been walking in my passion for the past two years. Sharing bits of my life, my struggles, my lessons and in the little ways that I can, inspire you.

This last year has been pretty good for me blog-wise. More views, interactions and stuff but it's gotten a little more tedious because I am building some other aspects of my life. I have considered quitting a couple of times but I can't because well, I love writing.

Anyways in all this last year has been a huge learning process for me and I am grateful for everyone I have connected with. Thank you for being part of my journey, my growth and all. I love and appreciate you.
I know that I haven't been so consistent this month, I am still trying to see how I can make it work. I should begin blogging at least once a week from next month which starts tomorrow. Yay!

And umm on Facebook, I said I was open to questions because I wanted to get a lil more personal with you guys, I mean allow you know me a bit more. I will answer the one that was asked in a later post and if you have any, I am open to them.

The FRO!!

OCTOBER

Thank you so much for being part of my journey. I know that I've said it before but I appreciate you. If you have any questions, suggestions or anything lol, be sure to leave it in the comment section or send me an email gift.kaydo@gmail.com. Let's connect on Facebook, Instagram, send me a message.
Till next time remember that today belongs to you!

-KAYDO