Dear Diary
10:30
It's exactly 14 days till classes begin. I AM NOT READY!! I am also doing a mental recap of my break, trying to figure the wins and losses.
I had just one goal for the summer; be healthy! I wanted to take care of my spiritual, emotional and physical being. I had had quite an 'interesting' year so far, so I was ready to take a break from it all.
Everything was going quite well, I mean, I was eating food. 😖😖 Yes, I know exactly how that sounds but during the semester you'll catch me eating either bread or spaghetti (special shout-out to those of you who eat healthy 🙌🙌)
I was working out, don't ask me what for, we'll fight. I was sleeping weeeell!
I had fixed myself into a routine, regular Bible study and prayer and writing and practicando mi español.
Everything was fine until...
Slowly I slipped out, everything was messed up, and as much as I was praying, I wasn't really in it, in it, if you feel me.
I'm a bit jumpy because another semester is about to begin and 5th year is no 4th year. I'm a bit worried because I feel like I'll fall off track completely and just go through the motions and not be intentional about the things that I do.
Still, with all my raging thoughts, I feel God nudging me to relax in His peace, to walk in step with Him, to grow, to be better, to trust Him..
How are you doing?
I had just one goal for the summer; be healthy! I wanted to take care of my spiritual, emotional and physical being. I had had quite an 'interesting' year so far, so I was ready to take a break from it all.
Everything was going quite well, I mean, I was eating food. 😖😖 Yes, I know exactly how that sounds but during the semester you'll catch me eating either bread or spaghetti (special shout-out to those of you who eat healthy 🙌🙌)
I was working out, don't ask me what for, we'll fight. I was sleeping weeeell!
I had fixed myself into a routine, regular Bible study and prayer and writing and practicando mi español.
Everything was fine until...
Slowly I slipped out, everything was messed up, and as much as I was praying, I wasn't really in it, in it, if you feel me.
I'm a bit jumpy because another semester is about to begin and 5th year is no 4th year. I'm a bit worried because I feel like I'll fall off track completely and just go through the motions and not be intentional about the things that I do.
Still, with all my raging thoughts, I feel God nudging me to relax in His peace, to walk in step with Him, to grow, to be better, to trust Him..
How are you doing?
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